I miss you Nang. I miss the time we spent together at mama's house. We used to laugh at so many things. Happiness at that time was so common, so affordable. But what happened now? I feel so all alone. I wish we are together once more. But we are miles and miles and miles and miles and miles apart, chasing our respective dreams.

Funny.

I am tired of chasing contentment in this circle of life. Can I simply cut across the line and run to you? I bet you too are chasing contentment, wishing for that once simple state of life. But then I hope not. I wish you happiness.

Hoping to be reunited with you someday. Love you, Nang. I truly miss you.

Why is it that sometimes... no....most of the time I feel like I want to run away the fastest I can?

What is the meaning of my life? What am I for? Lord, please help me fight this feeling of uncertainly and worthlessness. Please guide me to the place where I should be. I need You now more than ever....

You can only look back in full regrets.

But why look back if all you can see are regrets? March on with life. Today and tomorrow are worth living.