I hate you SIXTH for being so selfish and irresponsible! How can you do this? Are you that dumb to return and eat your own vomit? What is happening to you?

And now you are asking for my help while lying to me at the same time? I don't know how to react. Shall I pity you? Shall I help you? Shall I disown you? Shall I hate you forever?

If I'll help you now, your escape will be too easy. Maybe I'll let you suffer the consequences of your totally mindless-irresponsible-idiotic actions. I hope that through that you will be able to learn your lessons.

But you are still my sister. And my heart aches for you.

Headache. Worry. Anger. Disappointment. Fear.
These are mixed feelings springing from my stressful working environment and the news about my sister.

What am I to do?
Re work: Cry? Resign? Find another job? Yeah, I really want to put a stop to all these stressors. But how? I can't seem to make up my mind. Based on what my eyes are seeing, I have no clear future in this current workplace. I work to earn a living because I want to live. But this work kills me harshly - day after day.

Re sister: reprimand her? Disregard her? Anyway she disregarded all my advices to her. So sad. Shall I tell our family about this? Ah, the burden is now on my lap. I wish I haven't learned about this....I am thinking of not meddling at this time. She must learn to face the consequences of her actions.

still standing on an imaginary crossroad. What will I do with my life to make it more productive and fulfilling?

I really want to study again but I have lots of reservations....

What am I to do with my life?