There are times when death seems more desirable than life, and today is just one of them.
Why this deep sadness? This discontentment? What is life for? What is my life for? Why am I struggling with so many mundane things? Will my fear, regret, and aspirations matter tomorrow? Or the days to come? Throughout eternity? Tell me. Tell me if you can. Now.
What am I doing here? I am not happy with how my life unfolds. I want a better environment. A better life. A better me.
But then, maybe, I just need to change my perspective.
Sorry Lord, for being so faithless. Sorry for trying to solve my problems on my own. I have been so bad before you. Please forgive me and restore the right spirit within me. Restore unto me the joy of your salvation. I put my hope in You.
Note: was penned at 10am today...
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