Endings

I've watched hundreds and hundreds of dramas and movies but there's none which I can consider spectacular. I always hated the endings. I wish producers can create a movie without any ending (is this possible??) or maybe I'll just stop watching at the middle of the story. Or better yet, I'll just stop watching movies. Period.

Why waste my time watching when I can't even find enough time to sort the things that I needed to do? Ah, I am foolish. I am foolish. I hope I'll grow up soon.


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Last night, I dreamed that I was bitten by a dog. What's the meaning of it this time?
*thinking*

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I will stop scouring blogs for now. I need to focus more on my job. I need to learn a lot in this life. I am tasked to build up people but how can I do that if I can't even teach my own self? I need to really grow up. Become more responsible. To learn to love the value of my profession. To become more cordial. To learn to laugh often. To dream happy dreams. To cherish every moment. To love (to love??? ah...I wish I can learn how to love). To become more organized. To learn to do what I have planned. To stop watching online dramas and movies. To use the internet to learn what is good and useful. To become more thorough in my work. To connect with old friends. To become aware of the concept of time - to value it. To become easy with life. To become friend with myself. To joke. To laugh with my colleagues. To contact old classmates. To learn how to dance. And sing in public. To have more self-confidence. To be happy. To value every moment. To become more close with my Savior. To tidy up things (though my friends consider me to be a neat freak already). To forget him. And another him. To open my life to other people. To save electricity. To have a stronger self-will. To start loving and trusting my self. To start working now...

Yaaaaaaaa! Enough! Stop dreaming and wishing! You need to sign out and start doing the things you have in your To-Do list!