I don't want to keep reconstructing my comment for that one particular blog entry. I really wanted to participate but my mind is so lazy in putting up coherence into my thoughts. ahhhh...maybe I'll just focus on the task that I really need to do.

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Can't decide still about what i will do with my life...

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God, please help me put back to my soul the joy of living. Please help me understand and appreciate the essence of my existence.

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Australia, current work, SC near home? Which of these? Shall I strive to find a scholarship support for my PhD? But I don't want to be tied up here in the univ forever. I want to soar free.... The longer I stay here, the more it becomes clear that this place is not my home.

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Where really is my place under the sun? Please tell me if you know.