tired of waiting... anxious about the arriving of THE news all i need is a hint. a dot-like hint. why are you denying me such a peace of mind? On one hand: My peace of mind should not be dependent on you Or on the news I've been longing to hear from YOU. So what if? So what if not? I am alive now, and that is all that matters. ---- God please help me to enjoy every moment I never expected that waiting would take this long. Nevertheless, help me to wait, to learn, to enjoy life. I would like to throw away my anxiety and replace it with the peace that comes from You alone. Amen.