tired of waiting... anxious about the arriving of THE news all i need is a hint. a dot-like hint. why are you denying me such a peace of mind? On one hand: My peace of mind should not be dependent on you Or on the news I've been longing to hear from YOU. So what if? So what if not? I am alive now, and that is all that matters. ---- God please help me to enjoy every moment I never expected that waiting would take this long. Nevertheless, help me to wait, to learn, to enjoy life. I would like to throw away my anxiety and replace it with the peace that comes from You alone. Amen.

Grace

Lord, I am praying for that one good news to pop out of my email -- or maybe that long awaited sound from my cellphone. Either way, Lord, I am hoping for grace. Thank you.

Empty, void, null, zero.

this sadness squeezes my heart for no reason.
no reason at all? i can't say for sure.

is it because of tonight's celebration?
or that tangy comment i heard this afternoon?
or maybe the sight of so many crossroads
yet the feeling of nowhere to go?

i wanna leave. i wanna leave because i want to live.
God please guide my steps.


where could I go? oh where could I go?
seeking a refuge for my soul...
needing a friend to help me in the end.
where could I go but to the Lord.