Tell me how to deal with pain and failure...
Teach me how to turn lemon into lemonade.
Because right now my heart is aching
And my eyes welling.
Teach me to accept defeat
And learn from failures.
Help me to grow and be brave and responsible.
Help me to learn from MY failures.

The waiting process is so difficult.
I feel like crying every time I am in front of my computer
staring at my emails
and not seeing any news about my application.
God, please help me to trust you more
in this very difficult part of my life.
I trust You to work for my good.
Thank you so much. Amen.

Tired of waiting
But I must wait.
No other way, is there?
Shall I call?
Shall I e-mail?
But cousin advises
Not to be so pushy...
Lest I'll lose my opportunity
Oh, I wish I can have
that notice from them.
Soon.
Tired of waiting.
I just hope I am not
Waiting for nothing.

Please help me God.

I am reminded of the message I keep getting these past three weeks:
Rest in the Lord and wait patiently for Him. - Psalm 37:7

What if I don't get what I desire?
What will worry do to help me?
Life is worth living.
Every minute is worth spending well.

Patiently Waiting

Lord, if it is Your will for my life let it be done.
Please help me. It is my heart's desire but still let Your will be done.
I lay down all my plans, aspirations, desires, wants - everything - at Your feet, Lord. Amen.